It is easy to live a Christlike life when everything is going well.
So I guess you probably don't get much "credit" for it in Gods eyes, and it doesn't bless those around you much at all.

So you're generous when there is plenty to go around.
So you are hardworking when you feel enthusiastic.
So you are kind to those who are kind to you.

So what! Do not even the publicans and sinners do these things?

I'm feeling discouraged about some personal relationship stuff, and I'm reminding myself that its in these down times that we show our true character. And I'm praying for help, because I don't feel very charitable, generous or enthusiastic right now.

May He bless me! And may He bless you too in those times when the devils path looks easier or more satisfying in the short term. Its a trap!